my whole life people have told me to think before i speak. sometimes i speak before i think and that has gotten me into some trouble, both ways have. i find it so weird how people can fall for someone so easly and not even realize it till the lost them..i just dont know if i can go on..from everything in this life and world...im tired of knowing that people arent always going to do what they need to do, and im tired of people just in general...im so fucking tired of life...what purpose do i have here?? i just take up space and air..life is point less unless u have a fucking reason and i dont have one...everything i do, i feel like i do wrong..is there something i can do 2 change that..no...i just wish life was fun and less drama like it used to when we were younger...life is just getting more and more ridiciouls every day...i wonder if this life is worth living with any more..none of my friends realize it, but we all have changed in one way or another and its not cool what we have turned into..my whole life has basically been about, being myself, while entertaining people and just having fun..BUT WE ALL HAVE BEEN SUCKED INTO THIS GAY REALTY...some people are just over dramatic in things, but its still a drama. THIS world that we live in is basically all about who is hott, what clothes you were, who to make fun of, and skinny/belemic/anerxica is in and if your not that, you not it...people life isnt long, even though people say it is, its not, you have a short time to live and live like its your last, have fun, and FUCK THE REAL WORLD...some of us are in highschool and already have huge problems, loosen up and have fun...this world isnt worth fitting in if it doesnt fit you.

WE ARE BRINGIN' BACK XANGA!!!!!! YESSSS....finally, cuz myspace is cool and all, but gosh its so hard cuz u gotta know things about peps to become their friends and what not...but HECK TO THE FUCK YESSS!!!! okay comment me!!! yes...so happy...

n e ways this weekend has been okay and all, lets see me and aaron got 7th place in DUO INTERPATION!!! which isnt that bad at all!!! im so happy!!! but then debate came and we went 1-4...which is bad, but anohter team *not from our school* went 0-5 so i guess we dont rele suck at all!!! or at least much..lol..well yea just chillin' and having a good time ya know!!!my hip hurts from fallin' on the ground, only cuz i was tackled by ayo but it still hurt, but im not to sure if i was tackled or i fell on my own cuz like i was runnin' and he was rite there...so idk, i'll ask...lol and my dad made a snowman that looked like a football player he put a beer bottle on him, a cigeratte and a CHIEFS cap on him...he looked 2 stupid..lolx...well yea partay!!! lol..hope that school is cancelled 2morrow!!! well peace

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how many people realize that after a certain point you just get annoying? not everyone is wanting to hang out w/ u.. people who say they are like "i have low self-esteem" sure dont seem like you have it...people just get over urselves...ur not that hot...and y do people always feel the need to pry in peoples business?? its not ur business for a reason...i could care less what you put on here, i can either 1 delete it or 2 comment you back and just tellin' how stupid u r for tryin' to be like everyone else... if their is one thing people need to do is get OVER yourself.. stop worrying and relax...life is WAY to short for you to be like that..instead of always looking left, look right...instead of looking for the perfect guy or girl, look what you have in front of you and you might just find the perfect person...everyone takes things for granted and we never look at the things we have right in front of us...u and everyone else needs to realize that life is just way to short to be worryin' all the time...despite what you think, people die everyday so take advantage of the things that are right their in front of you...and STOP thinking what people think of you, they only talk sh*t on you cuz 1 they want what you got 2 their jealous 3 cuz your to "free-spirted" cuz their opionions are stupid, and dont deserve your time...so take a deep breath and party, ask someone out that you never thought you would, tell your parents how you rele feel, just let lose and once you do, you will realize that life can be so much better... so if your that person who always says "imma gonna kill myself" well, you havnt yet so that means you wont so just STFU cuz unless your rele going to kill urself, let people go on w/their lives and dont make them worry about u...ur just selfish that u have to make a STUPID excuse so u can get attention...if you have read this and agree/disagree leave me a comment and tell me how u feel about this if you have the f**king balls to do it...repost this if you want, add stuff to this...just get over what people think, start your life now... express yourself...and relax...breath for the first time after this and life isnt as bad as you think...if life is THAT bad then talk to someone, its better to have someone to talk to and who understands then going through life keeping it a sercet...untill one day something so small or something big pops that little bubble and u explode...just w/e live ur life the way you want and not by what people think of you and what you should do...be free, be yourself...and step on people who get in YOUR way of happiness! so peace out

Im up so early..uhhhh..im so bored and i tired..y the f*ck does that happen? well i just thought i would freakin' update since i have dont that n a while..yea well get this, we havnt had school in like 5 dayz and i havnt done n e thing at all..gosh..well if ya want to do something just comment me and i'll get back to yea

WOW long time no type...gosh...well not a lot has happend but some new things some old things come and go...OH and yea someone is in trouble...gosh....lol... not a lot is going on...i thought i would update since im bored...yea...me=bored...lol well not much is going on....i have 2g2 a wake 2morrow for debbie who died of cancer...that is so sad, that is like the 2nd person i lost 2 cancer and it hurts.. it rele does, im in shock cuz like i dont know how 2 handle n e more death and so when i heard about it, i was just in shock and like death 2 me now is kinda confusing....i guess it comes and goes but ya know we all have 2 die sooner or later...so i guess thats all...

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